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A list of things the personal headcanon's I have for her. WIP ofc because I am very smart and can not stop thinking about her :3

Most Important HC's:

• more tan
• she/her intersex and transfem
• many piercings but none on face

Further main points are in the headers with some additional reasoning below it.

I'm slowly growing into the idea that she is just. entirely non-verbal. The way she talks in canon is disorganized an non-sensical, and I feel that an irl representation of that could be a rare-to no ability to speak. I do not know much about non-verbalism in the real world, and a plot hole involving this would be her musical career, but this is nontheless an idea I'm growing fond of.

Because I too am AroAce. That and the fact that she doesn't feel stereotypical love, if it's even able to be called love.

I can not lable her as any other sexuality because the others just feel off. I think that like myself, she has multiple labels that would fit her, but I can't pin them down. I think she's very much AroAce, but I do not think that is her full identity. I don't think she knows it either.

Fav colour is a forest green ☆ She's completely forgotten about the seahorse and is often surprised by its presence ☆ Completely finished medschool but went with being a school nurse over a surgeon ☆ 32 Y/O (33 in Oct) ☆ Doesn't speak to her parents often bc it fell out of habit ☆ No tattoo's, but a surprising amount of piercings including nipples and genitals

If you know the lore you'll know that she isn't normal, and this is most likely caused by a personality disorder. I'm not going to say which, because who tf am I to talk like I know anything about that, but it's important to highlight she has this kind of mental illness.

I do not think she is autistic. She does not have mannerism that specifically stand out and fit it, and it would take a LOT of convincing to make me think otherwise.

She does have some sort of OCD. Part of this overlaps with her personality disorder I think, but it's also a thing on its own.

It had to be explicitly stated to her that she was trans, otherwise she would have never realized. After that it didn't take a lot of time before she started hormones and added some skirts to her warderobe. She hasn't explicitly come out at school to the general public, but there is a trans flag next to her intersex one in her office. If people ask she will tell them, but it's mostly kept to herself.

It's the fact that her eyes look soso tired mostly. And that I can't imagine her asleep. The times that she has fallen asleep in canon (twice I think) were both during a workday at school which clearly signifies a unhealthy sleeping schedule me thinks.